i don feel good abt tis..
- Mood:
exhausted
my Performance was being Enhanced with $91.50... Capable to last me for more than a Year tis time...
Red & White. My Favourite Colour Combination..
reluctantly... yes....
contradictly... no....
Watever
tis aint no Song of Wonder Girls anyways..
P.S: Perhaps, im no good listener....bottom-line, very much Tired from work...
Man can nv be on the Go forever, once in awhile losing Motivation in all directions are possible 2 Occur..
i think im stuck at tis Point and its really demoralizing whereas everyone seems Contented wit wat they hav, or wat they are Doing..
i think i need a Break, but i really don wanna waste any of my Time.. Workin long hours daily is indeed Tiring, but stayin at Home doesnt Earn any Penny.. However it Suck 2 be workin in an Environment where there are suckers ard, where all the Old stuff are no where 2 be Found, either got a New job or schooling, moving on in their Life.. i Feel hard when everythin falls on me, when im jz 4months older than the New Comers, hu don't noe wat the hell is 'taking Initiative' all abt..
im on Pending for my full-time, therefore there isnt a Need for me 2 look for other jobs at least for now.. but Fark its not my Fault, y the hell am i waiting when Ppl in the Office are not doing their Job while Shaking Legs?? i need a Place for my Head, i need TO Breathe....
For now.. Seems like my Life is all abt waiting for Answers.. when time jz Pass us by Without wasting a Second....
i started 2 Questiong myself frequently, i've started to feel shaken.. i wanna RUN SO MUCH, leaving everything and everything behind me..
i juz hope and pray and wish tt Cliques and i are gg on an Occation real soOn, since ah Jonn is willing 2 hold the responsibility to Plan up.. Guess i jz Need a Turning point, somethin different to burn my Passion again.. i need a Doze~
P.S: 4 today, 996 more counts of star jumps to go.............................
now i Just realized tt its Beyond Man's will to Go according to Plans when Alcohol or tireness is Involved.. Worse comes to Worst? Both..
Saturday i was supposed 2 be lettin hairs down in Sentosa wit the Guys again, and Gawd Damn it i was the One hu Initiated again.. However, i did not wake up due to long hr's work + clubbin on Friday nite, thereFore 62 miss calls on Saturday morning were unheard..
thou i was spared but still, Guilty.. like if Only i didnt fall zZz in the morning and shiat.. it suck 2 Upset 3frens within a Day, its Damn bloody disappointing.. :(
P.S: Hopefully the Day i do 1000 star-jumps at Orchard Road is on a Monday afternoon.. where there's not much Crowd.. let's Prey.......
thinkin thinkin thinkin.....
which is more important to me... New PC? Bike? Keep havin Ppl ard me askin me "Hey hav u gotten ur Bike?"
but i think i need a new PC more then a Bike, then wat abt PS3? if i get PS 3 i need a New Tv too...
ARGH... its all sorts of things tts gonna cost me few Hundreds.. my Poor pocket...
gotta work and save up Real hard and get Both at 1 shot... Class 2B's gonna turn a Year old already..
thinkin thinkin thinkin.....
Meanwhile spendin on Mom's birthday is inevitable.. but i shldnt be complainin uh :D
P.S: In a Weeks time im gonna be Under the Sun, covered wit Sand again.. teEhEee~
its a Freaking random Friday..
Woke up in a Morning fresh as i've been zZz since 6 in the previous evening.. all Fine now~
Went Subway wit Ah Jon which later on a Swimming session again, super Random and we end up Singing K at nite.. did watever we could.. of cuz, more Beers 2nite..
again, i felt like i Deserve some beers and Singing 2nite :D
gotta start a Swimming habbit sOoon, anyone interested jz Drop me an Appointment\.. HAAHAHA
我不会走, 也不会推缩...
但我会消失, 可是我会在找得到的不远处...
因为我完全没有放弃的打算..
has been Hearing so much from the Experienced seniors from Ritz abt F1 events, after layin my hand on it and tis is hw it Goes..
F1 is all abt................
Working like a Dog
&
Drinking like a Fish
I was being Animals for the past week!?
It was really an Outrageous experience to be serving in a high-class CoffeeShop-like environment where everyone started to ass ard Disorderly as SoOn as the race started, 4gettin wat Manners are, jz like How kopi diam is like during late nite Soccer periods.. its a lil' sickening i muz say.. we didnt even hav a Proper path to Resume Service.. Thank God i was considered well Paid, and its Finally over..
from 12pm to 2am (Guideline only - Usually longer periods)
drinkin starts from ard 2.45am till 4plus 5am.. nxt day same shiat again and again..
Sunday's event tear-down was Long enuf 2 make us stay until 4am, and i had 2 work in Istana 6am in the Morning..
thou i seldom say, but i've reached my Limt already..
* Robot Tan is now charging, please wait.... *
was Drinking with Onn again at 418 talkin cock on His birthday, seriously almost 4got abt it Until i finally checked my Calender 30mins be4 i met up wit Him.. Sorry Bro, u noe how busy i was Rite :D as Usual, Beer's talk after Guyr's talk.. till we were Both out cold at my House, hope mom was ok Witnessing 2 guys on a Single Bed.. HAHA~
the Nxt day, Waraku @ Cuppage again wit the Butterflies, without Jon i was a Single Light Bulb.. but heck la, Dinner was nice and Filling, hu am i 2 complain yea :D
Some Tuna and Salmon Maki for Appetizer
Udon & Cold Noodles plus Pork Cutlet Rice for Main dish..
ToO full to hav any Dessert.. Headed to Acid Bar for more Beers thou ^-^
Hopefully 2day is another good day be4 i start work at 7am again 2molo.. haha..
CHeERS~ 
its been a few Months, YuXuan & YuJia had really grown alot... thnkin back they were all so tiny-tiny like monkeys, and now they are Running ard my House like Real monkeys.. HAHA..
YuXuan is still the same odd one, wil get so cold and scared when she 1st sees me, but will keep lookin for me after awhile..
YuJia had really grown so much since i last saw her, being the younger one she'd really learn 2 talk alot of Crap.. and she's not even 2years Old..
Got all over the place at Home till close evening, we went over to AMK Hub and had Dinner plus a lil' shoppin for Sista and Mom..
YuXuan is like a Monkey~ Lol
Played with them while they sat in the Push carts..
thinkin back, i've really been missin out bits and pieces of their Life growin up and yet they are still familiar to me.. muz really be a responsible uncle and Visit them more Often i guess ^-^
P.S: Bro.. i didnt noe if i had Put the Right sense in ur Head, but tts how i felt and how similar i think our situations are.. it suck to be Hangin and struggling in between, so be on 1 side and make urself comforatble.. after all its ur call to make the decision, jz like how i've did.. but the Bottom line is, No Regrets in wat u've Decided.. i Will be ard if u need a listenin Ear, & thanks for all ur trust as it always mean alot :)
its Been a lil' toO long be4 i can realize..
i've Missed out so much of ur Life, ur Fun and the period of time when we Were all in the process of Growing..
its Not late at all, but its jz a lil' much of a Waste..
its Gay to say, but Bro, im talkin abt u la Fark...
13years of Friendship to Brotherhood is really hard to Come by, further More we always Fight until your Grandma will call my house and scold me.. Oops i hav to mention again haha.. and im glad tt we're still contacting and making Basketball a Habbit again in Our Life.. Once again i find ourselves so much in Common 2nite..
cant Really remember how come we started to meet up often again, but if it wasnt u, i guess i would hav been Drinkin myself to a Stupor everynite..
nth Much, just wanna Thank You again Mr. Wong Tong Onn
And an apology Extend to jessica, i hav to Love your Boyfriend :P
MUUAAhahahaa.......
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For now, i've did wat im Supposed to and i Hav no Regrets.. watever it turns out to be, been there done tt is the Key..
At least i've ever tried my Best for a better.. So ntg more, ntg much, see if it Gets Better...
However.... been such a Long time ago Since i got so Nervous... argh....
P.S: Tis is SICK~~ ST MEDICAL again!!!!! Gawd damn it.... AND fark la Jonn, ur course takes forever to end lo............
i've Been workin since 6am till 10.30pm (Supposed to be workin till 2am thou..)
i Hav nth to say.. i want to zZzzz......
Finally its another morning Woke up from a loong work...
Went to Drink & sorta Celebrated WeiChen's bday on Friday nite and tahan all the way Until 4am be4 i got Home & change, jz ready for Work at 6am..
its a Killer Beer & the Whole day i Felt like Dyin & Lookin for a Place to jz ZzzzZZzz in Ritz..
Fark, YongWang & i got sent up to GreenHouse therefore we Had to work lika Machine, GreenHouse Suck, BIG TIME...
Fark you again, Tan Boon Hwee..
Ended work at 7pm, drank a lil' bit wit Harta & Anand be4 we seperate ways, lepak outside 7/11.. Beer+NoSleep+MoreBeer = Shag Face.. on the way Back on Train received a Call from Onn to Dine at Cuppage Waraku again, jz Nice got down on Somerset & walk-in waraku.. (they changed their menu Bro, abit Disappointed to Give tt Economical Meal a Miss since its no where 2 be Found on the Menu)
Went to LaTeh a lil' while at 418 but it was all Clear tt i wasnt Paying much attention due to the result of Shag Face..
Got Home without Much of a Dily-Daly, BOOM, i got on ma Coffin & Close tt damn Cover, snoring like a Pig~
thou now Zhen got a lil' suggestion for wat's coming lata at nite, shld i Go Drinkin again wit him Lata on........? hmmmm........
P.S: Thank You :)
人与人之间的信任可能根本不被当成一回事...
我后悔...
自己的多嘴实在不可以怪罪在不守信的哪个谁..
我惭愧...
心里的话脱口而出之后所伤害的一个人...
我渴求...
我的无知所造成的一切一切可以删除, 得以后退.....
原来在心里最深处的秘密被挂在嘴边之后, 就永远不再会是个秘密..
任何人的出卖, 到头来出卖自己的还是自己...
相信别人 - 不止是个信念; 它是个缺点..
我知道这是不被允许的, 但我真的好想逃避, 好想回到刚舍弃的壳里.....
P.S: 得到你的体谅后, 我还是觉得真的真的很对不起.. 我一直在反省....
"Get out of My Way!!!!"
OoOOo.. it was a Great nite for Basketball.. keeps on Winning Matches & teamates were all on Form... sounds like a Compensation 2 make it Up for Last week's off-form moments :D
thou my day was almost Ruined by immature Gayshiat opponent, but heck & yea, fark off.. t(-.-t)
P.S: We don blame Ppl for urself gettin hit by the ball on the face when it wasnt even a Rebound, we got in the Net aite.. we blame ourselves for either being Stupid by standing under the Basket, or being toO slow 2 avoid.. i understand hw Embarrassing it looks, but u gotta put up wit tt Shiat, sucker..
i Have no Stories to tell...
P.S: Now you have time, and your Space..
Proud tt I've initiated an Outing with ma Buddies (Onn, Jonn & Jess)& hey, it turns out 2 be Successful!! I'll show ya :D
Rendervous Point: Heng Eng Boon Provision Shop (HEB)
A Surprise for Onn as we lied to Him tt Jonn couldnt turn up for the Trip, but pop up at HEB in the End, while i was shocked by Auntie Mary in the Car..
From tt Point, Papa Onnions drove the Car, loaded wit Mama Aloe Vera's Pasta.. Sentosa here we Go~
Papa taking the Wheels, Mama keeping a Lookout..
While we Take over the Camera~
Never knew Cam Whoring's so Much fun :D
Damn confident bunch of monkeys!!
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Checkpoint I: Harbourfront Shopping Centre
Got there for a lil' resupp & refreshments be4 a Beachy Day, like some Banana Boat tanning Oil, Starbucks & a boxers as i've forgotten 2 bring extra.. haha..
Got myself a cheapo Shades & started the WheeSung Insomnia again :D
*Side track Tutorial #1*
A Basic intro of Insomnia by WheeSung, a Korean artist hu Covers Craig David's Smash hit in 2008's chart, Insomnia..
Just 6 Easy steps, no Sweat.. So, u can do it Too!
Step 1
Step 3
Step 5
"BooOm!! See how easy i've Did it? Now you can be WheeSung!"
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Checkpoint II: Sentosa, Siloso Beach
Despite of All those Sinful remarks of our Everyday, i was surpriz tt We were still Blessed to be there Welcomed by the awaited Sunshine, a Whole day of Superb Weather & Ass-grilling Sand~ Lucky to bring Strawmats along~ muuAAhahaa....
Got ourselves unpacked, settled down, quick-Changed & there our Activities started..
1st thing 1st, applyin Tanning Oil on each other's body..
and then Beachy, yea Beachie~
Gimme gimme More~
!! interesting facts !! tanning oil doesnt make us look Macho, Tested & Proven below..
*Side track Tutorial #2*
the Fusion Technic featured in the All-time Selling japanese manga, DragonBallz..
take a deep Breath, grab a fren & here we Go!!
Step 1
Step 2
Step 3
Step 4: Bingo!!
With Swift Movements & Correct Posture, results to be a Cool & Handsome Young Boy, otherwise AloeVera (庐荟)
O X
Lunch time!!
Served with Pasta+Sauce prepared by Jessica, Delicious & Managed to Finish everything :D
*Bro, marry jessi & you'll see me Popping over for Free dinner everynite.. HAHA juz kidding~*
For so Many Years, i've never seen anybody digging their own Graves with Such happy Faces.. Jonn is an Exception..
Kiss Goodbye~
HAHAHAAH damn classic look on the face..
and also, obscene Sight.. shhh....
The tanning Activities Ended with Lame dances & Wrestling moves.. Almost 4gettin hw Old we Are :D
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Checkpoint III: Skyride & Luge Racing
To experience Some height & speed, we've Decided to take a lil' Skyride up to the Hill top and Luge our way down.. juz after some static activities..
The journey up was CooOl thou, great scenery.. the Only minus point is tt Im sitting wit a Guy.. think jonn feels the same yea... HAHA..
then the LUGE RACING..
the Ride was simply fun, speed all the way down hill.. therefore it was a Relatively quick-game..
BUT
Jonn & i avoided a close-death situation as Jessi tail-gated us while Missin the "Slowdown" signage, making her Way down with a Loud AND sharp "WAHhHhHHHHHHhhhHHH........" almost smashing into innocent drivers like us, while Onn having a good laugh at the Real.. HAHAHHAHAH...
Enough of actions, we made our way to the shower Room and all got Changed..
Checkpoint IV: Cafe Del Mar
After a LoOong day, finally some place to Chill at Ease.. nothing much to talk abt Thou, just some Carlsberg, LycheeMartini, Fries & Cheesecakes..
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then it was dinner time at ard 7plus.. Drove all the way to Cuppage and Waraku down our tummy~
Checkpoint V: Cuppage, Waraku
The food there was fairly Good, big portion for Rice set due to the Additional Udon Noodles, and hey the Udon is Fresh i tell ya~ yumMy...
This Set-meal cost me abt 12bucks?? yea i thinks its worthwhile uh..
Satisfied ^-^
Random chop on the neck....
!! interesting facts !! The jumbo spoon was Able to fit into Onn's Mouth.. Behold!!
Ended our day, and it was almost 10pm.. thou it wasnt showed on our shag Faces, we Njoyed every Moment..
Cant remember when was the Last time we really had an Outing 2gether, without much of Worries..
P.S; And yea, great decision to take Off tt day.. :D
- Mood:
satisfied
So many
i did not skipped any of my Basketball sessions so Far every Friday & i assume tt i was gettin back on form already..
Y am i losing it again 2Day??
alot of Lose ball in the mid-air, committed fouls, Bad passes, juz Butter Fingers.. i hate tis aite..
being the Losing factor indeed suck Big time, bigger than i've ever imagined, mayb i shldnt take it so seriously but its Juz bothering......
somehow....
cant say its a Bad day, cuz Thanks to Jonathan. objective met :D the ride and the ideas, everything.. Appreciated tt ^-^
and yes! i Like it Very much yea.. haha..
2molo is gonna be entertaining~ teEhEe... :D anticipations over-flowing~ muuAhahhaa..
let's all zZz now and 2molo comes earlier..
P.S; Why so Lost??
i think i've did all i Might..
i Don see Light, i don see Darkness..
No Positive or Even negative Respond, i was Wondering wat could be Nxt?
its gettin Doubtful and im losing it Day by Day..
am i right? am i wrong?
No more directions, im like a Squeezed Sponge..
-Onn, don be Surpriz it turn out to be Another Monkey -.-"
-Jonn, i Really hope ur Effort's not gonna be wasted..
-Jess, nevermind i'll still find out delicious Hideout from u Watever it is..
BUT
Im So Tired....
"i Hope im juz slow, else, its Otherwise.."
P.S: To be Continue? GameOver? O i need a place for my Head (*_*)
1 year has passed Since the Last NDP..
gg back to the Floatin Platform, tis time as an Audience.. it feels Real different from gg there servin a Different purpose... Last year, i hav to watch the Damn show again and again every Single Week and Cant lepak Around due to Task assigned..
tis Year, LEPAK ONLY.....
thou i've seen the Fireworks for Upteen times last year, but it juz someHow much more SPECIAL tis time round.. did not get Bored of it :) Sure it was Beautiful...
P.S: What do you See?
- Mood: satisfied
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