it's been Raining since u Left me

Marks the start line again :)

Oct. 2nd, 2011 at 10:48 PM

I've made a Promise to you as well as Myself.

I will not flare up just like that again. I will remind myself constantly that you meant no harm, and i shouldn't harm you too ;)

Sorry for so many many bad examples, i Love you sweetheart!

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Balance.

Aug. 10th, 2011 at 10:21 PM

u know sometimes i just need u to watch wat u say, talk to me in a better tone. Even if its just a sentence or two, even if its only gonna be short.

we both Love to joke around, but im always limiting myself on how far should i go. Jokes would turn ugly in someway, someday.

Human beings just wanna hear good things, for tis case i was only looking for a pat on the shoulder.

why are we going thru tis Again?

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reality Hits.

Jul. 23rd, 2011 at 12:35 AM

some prick tt i didnt really liked had knocked something into my skull recently. Somehow..

Need to Save up some hard cash.
Need to give myself insurance and others assurance.
Need to re-learn the fact tt i hav a dick in between my legs.

Need to look far and give my poor girl suffering with me a Life, with more savings and monitor my spending.

haha. so much tt I've miss out, can i jz turn back time a lil' ? Nope

Mood: grumpy

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no good.

Jun. 5th, 2011 at 10:12 PM

好像生病了 :(

睡了一整天, 过一会儿又要睡咯~

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missin'

Apr. 11th, 2011 at 10:36 PM

Night falls, having the feeling of achievments in Life, however emptiness in times took over.

besides gettin paid monthly, i yet feel a sense of belonging.

where am i actually heading?
is the road available?
what are the possible alternatives?
how long will everything last?

questions after another, no pressence of answers.

perhaps 2011 hasnt been treating me nicer :/

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Ne-Yo - Mad

Mar. 9th, 2011 at 11:52 PM

She's staring at me i'm sitting wondering what she's thinking,
nobody's talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
ohh, and now as im yellin' over her, she yellin' over me,
all that that means, is neither of us is listening,
and what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.

so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing,
asking questions like you already know
we're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing
this ain't the way that love is supposed to go
what happened to workin' it out?
we fall into this place where
you ain't backin' down
and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now?

it's all for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

oh baby, this love ain't gon' be perfect
and just how good its gonna be
we can fuss and we can fight
long as everything's all right between us
before we go to sleep
baby we're gonna be...

ohhhhh

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me..

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The Half-way mark.

Nov. 6th, 2010 at 7:38 AM

As hard time goes by, time flies.. At the blink of my eye and its already half-way thru my BSLC Life aka Army Life. Right after these, i'll be back to Airforce and bet i'll nv touch on any of these Army Military knowledge again.

It seems rather fast, as if i was still complaining to myself yesterday abt how unwillingly i am to re learn some of the things tt i've already did and being tearted like a 'Botak' again. Now i've already been thru it for 4months and most of my Key events are over, like the field camps and Jungle warfare.

I'm not sure if things are still gonna be this way after im back to the Airforce environment, i just hope tt i'll hav more time and lesser confinment during training so at least my Poor lady do not hav to worry abt seeing me lesser and not complaining :)

LIke how well it started, the coming 4months is gonna end well~

HERE WE GO!

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Embarking a New Journey..

Sep. 16th, 2010 at 1:58 PM

Today is the first day of my Journey to the East (Paya Lebar) at Airforce Training Center, apparently this is not ideally where i shld pick up from, as i believe its just a place to Post me in for the moment till my Real training starts on the 11th Oct - Sispec BSLC..

( LONG LONG DaY~ )